expressing myself...

I dont know why i intend to write something on this blog when i am drunk, but this is the truth...yup ! I am drunk !!

Well, I was just watching a porn clip after 2 hrs of finding myself in alcohol. I dont want to interpret that I am a freaking porn lover but its just happens sometimes when I am drunk or out of my control. It feels cool to ejaculate my pity, my frustrations in the name of being drunk.

After my session, I was wondering why these gals do these things. I am always in this dilemma that why do these indian gals choose to get fucked by some freaking bastards who dont even value their virginity and their love, their respect in society. All they do is fuck them and make video clips circulating around the country.

I never had answer to this question, but this time I got stuck in this thought.
I used to think that these type of gals are themselves wanting their boyfrns to do all this to them. Hence they are too freaking bastards with no respect for themselves and all they want is sex.
This time, I stopped in between. Logically, I dont think any gal would want to have her clips on internet and cds watched by all. Although, they knew that their clip is being taken by their respective so called bastard boyfrnz but they would be having so much faith in them that they dont even doubt their credibility.
These gals are actually deeply madly in love with their boy frnds. Even if they are not then they really want to enjoy sex as we do. They are just like ourselves. Even they have this liberty to loose their virginity before marriage. Why should they be deprived of sex when we cant.

So they are experiencing a great pleasure with someone they feel would live with them ever after, or at least they pretend to feel that.
But in reality, that fucking person is just using the gal, for his own selfish satisfaction and showing their frnz that he can also have fun with such a gal.

Gals, as I know, are like small baby, very soft, very subtle, very complex.
Even they dont know themselves clearly. You just have to show them beautiful, ambitious dreams about their future with you and believe me they are with you. They can blindly belive you.
They do all those acts just because they love you and believe that you also love them.
I came to this conclusion because a gal getting fucked by a guy wont like to have any relationship with any other guy. They are faithful to that guy. You wont come in between them easily.

They need security, love, respect. If you give them, you are the man.

Love them, have sessions with them, but dont publicize them on internet.
You are basically killing someone and killing them everyday every moment by showing some of your intimate scenes to others. This is only what they have.
Love them, cherish their vag.