Meri jaan, meri jaan,
My love, My love
Meri jaan tu ye bata,
My love, you just tell me this
Khud se karun wafa, ya tujhse karun!
Should I be faithful to you or to myself
Sachhe jhute wadon se hona hai kya,
No matter what true or false promises you make
humko nahi pata hai jab,
When we dont know
kal hoga kya...
what's gonna happen tomorrow
Jindagi pe tera mera kisi ka na zor hai,
Nobody has control on thislife
hum sochte hain kuchh, woh sali sochti kuchh aur hai,
We plan something and she plans something else for us
ye zindagi, ye sali zindagi...
this life, this fucking life
I was watching this movie and I came across the reality of life. Its a damn fucking truth that you wont know what will happen next in your life, where will it takes you or dump you.
Today I came back from office very early as I wanted to complete my pending novel "Catch-22" but i got call from my friend to come to a pub as they were celebrating for this tour to USA. I rushed to reach the venue and I found some of my very close frnds in which there was a lady frnd of mine also. We enjoyed alot, had fun, drunk to brink, puffed and decided to watch a movie together at 12. But we were accompaning a lady friend who was married and her husband was waiting for her. She was enjoying to her fullest with us, she was not wrong in any aspect but but but....there was a concern, not for her but for us that her husband is there who can feel bad about all this. I dont know what he is, what he thinks about all this but i think that she has right to enjoy her life and to enjoy it even if she is married or committed. Her husband understands her best, he is very cool and very cooperative as we had some of the parties with him also but then he is a man, chauvinistic by his nature, which is very obvious.
He could have felt bad but its natural but my frnds thought that its all mistake of that girl as she is very much outgoing and try to enjoy her life. For me, she is very good person but she should understand what her husband wants from her, thats it.
For others, she is betraying her husband but in actual she is not. She is pure and friendly and best. The only thing is that we should leave them on their own and should not judge what she is or what he is, but we do, they do, and that spoils everything.
I enjoyed the evening but i wanted them to understand her but they are typical Indian husbands who dont understand his wife but can do anything what they want.
I really hate such mentality but in the end they are my frnds... i wud have to make them understand !!!!!
He could have felt bad but its natural but my frnds thought that its all mistake of that girl as she is very much outgoing and try to enjoy her life. For me, she is very good person but she should understand what her husband wants from her, thats it.
For others, she is betraying her husband but in actual she is not. She is pure and friendly and best. The only thing is that we should leave them on their own and should not judge what she is or what he is, but we do, they do, and that spoils everything.
I enjoyed the evening but i wanted them to understand her but they are typical Indian husbands who dont understand his wife but can do anything what they want.
I really hate such mentality but in the end they are my frnds... i wud have to make them understand !!!!!
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Finally, after a long period of silence, I got the chance to write on my blog. This means that I have something to tell to someone but didn't find anyone suitable so thought to mould it into words and place it here safely.
Huh...after a long rush of almost 6 months which included my joining of new company, GE, working for almost 4 months in which I got the chance to go to Italy where I enjoyed with my friends and then coming back and resign. Resign for what I supposed to be my dream, might not be long term but then also I was freaking out to do MBA from a good college and now somehow I have this opportunity. After a long 3 years, I am going to fulful my dream of MBA. I don't know why but this single idea had made me mad. Mad for 3 years. I used to think only about it and made every effort to crack it. I tried alot, I tried hard but my situations and conditions put a break at every step I took. May be I sound looser but back to those old days when I was preparing, I got lots of hurdles, impediments that I wanted to clear.
Finally after getting a decent percentile in CAT, I got a decent college (I wont say the best). I was in hurry as I didn't want to loose this opportunity as I was not sure whether I would be able to get it again or not. I grabbed it in a first go. I resigned from the company and now waiting for the joining. But after all this, I struck with fever and sitting on my bed, analysing what I did, I am confused of what I did.
This is the time when I am in peace and analysing the situation. Did I hurried to take the decision or it was the best opportunity I could get. I don't know. I wanted MBA desperately which made me crazy. Waiting for one more year would have been very difficult for me. Now after 2 years, I would not be in hurry of anything, me and my job, that's it !!! I hope !!!
This journey of 3 years has really changed me. During my B.tech, I was completely different and now when I see myself then I find what I have gone through these harsh years.
Lots of turmoils, professionally, personally and emotionally. Then also people think that I got what they couldn't. A nice, cool life of mine for them, but for me I was the sufferer.
Although I enjoyed every bit, now I want myself in a new way, in a new world and in a new avatar hopefully......
Huh...after a long rush of almost 6 months which included my joining of new company, GE, working for almost 4 months in which I got the chance to go to Italy where I enjoyed with my friends and then coming back and resign. Resign for what I supposed to be my dream, might not be long term but then also I was freaking out to do MBA from a good college and now somehow I have this opportunity. After a long 3 years, I am going to fulful my dream of MBA. I don't know why but this single idea had made me mad. Mad for 3 years. I used to think only about it and made every effort to crack it. I tried alot, I tried hard but my situations and conditions put a break at every step I took. May be I sound looser but back to those old days when I was preparing, I got lots of hurdles, impediments that I wanted to clear.
Finally after getting a decent percentile in CAT, I got a decent college (I wont say the best). I was in hurry as I didn't want to loose this opportunity as I was not sure whether I would be able to get it again or not. I grabbed it in a first go. I resigned from the company and now waiting for the joining. But after all this, I struck with fever and sitting on my bed, analysing what I did, I am confused of what I did.
This is the time when I am in peace and analysing the situation. Did I hurried to take the decision or it was the best opportunity I could get. I don't know. I wanted MBA desperately which made me crazy. Waiting for one more year would have been very difficult for me. Now after 2 years, I would not be in hurry of anything, me and my job, that's it !!! I hope !!!
This journey of 3 years has really changed me. During my B.tech, I was completely different and now when I see myself then I find what I have gone through these harsh years.
Lots of turmoils, professionally, personally and emotionally. Then also people think that I got what they couldn't. A nice, cool life of mine for them, but for me I was the sufferer.
Although I enjoyed every bit, now I want myself in a new way, in a new world and in a new avatar hopefully......
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Today I was surfing the net and tumbled on a link on facebook. I tracked the link and found that it was a link of You Tube having songs of Tina Sani, a Pakistani singer who sung this song in a show called Coke Studio. I can bet you, you won’t find a single such show hosted in Indian television where they really acknowledge the real talent in music, where they really care about the great renditions and give platforms to such divine and soulful singers.
That lady and the band were just awesome. I was awestruck with the live performance and that too of such a hard song to sing.
I just followed the mood and continued searching some more songs from that show with other singers. To my surprise, there were almost all the best singers of our time, from Rahat Fateh Ali Khan to Azmat Ali, to Ammanat Ali to Strings, giving their best performances.
I could see one thing common in all of them. They were all Pakistanis, not because it was a Pakistani show but because if we really count the great singers of our time then they are all Pakistanis. I feel a sense of awe with these people. They are way ahead of us in terms of music. They have soul, a divine touch, peace in their music. They are all best. They would take you to another world where there would be no wars, no terrorism, no borders, and no chaos, nothing at al. What an irony. Country where terrorism evolved, flourished has some divine tools to take you away from that also.
I personally believe that it’s not the common man who goes for these extremist measures to rule the world; it’s the crooked, corrupt politicians who do this.
This country is as same as ours, with lots of people in search of peace, aman, love and care.
These songs and singers are result of their search. These songs make me feel much better. Pakistan is the country that has still led classical music to survive even in this fast going selfish world. Our tradition and culture is procured by Pakistanis and we still feel hatred for them.
If we really see the music they have, we would find that we all are same, we can never separate, and at least our people can never, even if they separate the boundaries.
Who the fuck cares ……………..!
That lady and the band were just awesome. I was awestruck with the live performance and that too of such a hard song to sing.
I just followed the mood and continued searching some more songs from that show with other singers. To my surprise, there were almost all the best singers of our time, from Rahat Fateh Ali Khan to Azmat Ali, to Ammanat Ali to Strings, giving their best performances.
I could see one thing common in all of them. They were all Pakistanis, not because it was a Pakistani show but because if we really count the great singers of our time then they are all Pakistanis. I feel a sense of awe with these people. They are way ahead of us in terms of music. They have soul, a divine touch, peace in their music. They are all best. They would take you to another world where there would be no wars, no terrorism, no borders, and no chaos, nothing at al. What an irony. Country where terrorism evolved, flourished has some divine tools to take you away from that also.
I personally believe that it’s not the common man who goes for these extremist measures to rule the world; it’s the crooked, corrupt politicians who do this.
This country is as same as ours, with lots of people in search of peace, aman, love and care.
These songs and singers are result of their search. These songs make me feel much better. Pakistan is the country that has still led classical music to survive even in this fast going selfish world. Our tradition and culture is procured by Pakistanis and we still feel hatred for them.
If we really see the music they have, we would find that we all are same, we can never separate, and at least our people can never, even if they separate the boundaries.
Who the fuck cares ……………..!
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ye sard mausam,
ye tanha dil,
jaane dhoondhe kisko,
na jaane kya hai manzil.
Ye soonapan,
ye dil ki gehraai,
khaali hai ye vadiyan,
sooni si sham aayi.
ye tanha dil,
jaane dhoondhe kisko,
na jaane kya hai manzil.
Ye soonapan,
ye dil ki gehraai,
khaali hai ye vadiyan,
sooni si sham aayi.
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I was wondering what to do, what is right. There are several people around us who do great, who despite of so many hurdles in their life, so many problems they have faced, so many impediments they cross, are able to do something great, something what bring them praise, popularity, success and accolades from everyone. They are the bravest of the brave, highly determined and very courageous, who even after loosing so much gets much more than what they aspire for.
What is special in those people who grow above their circumstances, fight all their hurdles and come out clean, safe and shining.
Are these people really special or they are just like us, or rather just like me who are a normal person but once decided can go to any extent, but unfortunately never cross that line to fight the whole world and be a winner at the end.
Then suddenly I think about some of the examples in our daily life. Whenever I have any confusion about the life, about what god would have thought about in making such persons, I tend to see around me, I try to visualise the nature and find whether it happens around us also or not. And to my surprise, i found that we have numerous examples of such cases where millions of species fight for something and at last it is the one only who crosses all the barriers and wins the race.
Like, there are millions of sperm cells who once ejaculated run a race of extreme difficulties. There are lots of impediments for them in that path. They dont loose hope. Lots of them die in between, lots of them in beginning, some of them at last and then there is just one, only one single cell which crosses all the hurdles and troubles and reaches its destination. That one single cell is enough to reproduce. That cell is undoubtedly the winner and special as it has overcome all the possibilities of death, but it survived till last. So, should we call it special or determined but normal.
There is another example. Millions of tonnes of wood buried under the earth crust for years form coals. In that millions of tonnes of coal we find some diamonds also. They are rare, made of same element with just different alignment of atoms but are special as after getting pressed to such a high pressure and temperature, these carbon atoms formed a special alignment that formed diamond.
Are they special or just the same but with little success oriented.
In both the cases I used to think that it was not destiny or they were not special but like us but with more determination to acheive what they wanted in their life. Hence, according to me, I could have achieved whatsoever I wanted in my life iff I had ever tried for it from my heart.
Then a friend of mine oncce told me that it is all predecided. I didnt notice what he said at that time. But when I came back and pondered upon his reaction, I found he was correct,.
It is all decided. They are special. they are sent on this earth to perform that job. Its their job, and since people love it, they are given special position.
Similarly we also have been given a certain task. It may not be that much tough, it may not sound that much appealing, but there is a task. We will perform it here, knowingly or unknowingly. We would contribute to this world, desirably or undesirably.
We must not worry about others, never see what they do, never try to get inspired by others, but try to do what we feel we are best in.
We dont know our purpose of life, so we must concentrate on our work.
God told us about his will by giving us some special qualities, that are unique to us only and no one can copy it. Those qualities knock on our door in the form of desires, ambitions, hobbies, interests etc. But in this cruel world we tend to forget our inner calling, which is actually god's calling. We concentrate on worldly things and miss our way.
We would do only those tasks which we love to do. so just dont worry, dont panic hearing about anyone else's success. we are all different with different tasks. Just perform them better.
What is special in those people who grow above their circumstances, fight all their hurdles and come out clean, safe and shining.
Are these people really special or they are just like us, or rather just like me who are a normal person but once decided can go to any extent, but unfortunately never cross that line to fight the whole world and be a winner at the end.
Then suddenly I think about some of the examples in our daily life. Whenever I have any confusion about the life, about what god would have thought about in making such persons, I tend to see around me, I try to visualise the nature and find whether it happens around us also or not. And to my surprise, i found that we have numerous examples of such cases where millions of species fight for something and at last it is the one only who crosses all the barriers and wins the race.
Like, there are millions of sperm cells who once ejaculated run a race of extreme difficulties. There are lots of impediments for them in that path. They dont loose hope. Lots of them die in between, lots of them in beginning, some of them at last and then there is just one, only one single cell which crosses all the hurdles and troubles and reaches its destination. That one single cell is enough to reproduce. That cell is undoubtedly the winner and special as it has overcome all the possibilities of death, but it survived till last. So, should we call it special or determined but normal.
There is another example. Millions of tonnes of wood buried under the earth crust for years form coals. In that millions of tonnes of coal we find some diamonds also. They are rare, made of same element with just different alignment of atoms but are special as after getting pressed to such a high pressure and temperature, these carbon atoms formed a special alignment that formed diamond.
Are they special or just the same but with little success oriented.
In both the cases I used to think that it was not destiny or they were not special but like us but with more determination to acheive what they wanted in their life. Hence, according to me, I could have achieved whatsoever I wanted in my life iff I had ever tried for it from my heart.
Then a friend of mine oncce told me that it is all predecided. I didnt notice what he said at that time. But when I came back and pondered upon his reaction, I found he was correct,.
It is all decided. They are special. they are sent on this earth to perform that job. Its their job, and since people love it, they are given special position.
Similarly we also have been given a certain task. It may not be that much tough, it may not sound that much appealing, but there is a task. We will perform it here, knowingly or unknowingly. We would contribute to this world, desirably or undesirably.
We must not worry about others, never see what they do, never try to get inspired by others, but try to do what we feel we are best in.
We dont know our purpose of life, so we must concentrate on our work.
God told us about his will by giving us some special qualities, that are unique to us only and no one can copy it. Those qualities knock on our door in the form of desires, ambitions, hobbies, interests etc. But in this cruel world we tend to forget our inner calling, which is actually god's calling. We concentrate on worldly things and miss our way.
We would do only those tasks which we love to do. so just dont worry, dont panic hearing about anyone else's success. we are all different with different tasks. Just perform them better.
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Tere aane ki jab khabar mehke,
Teri khushboo se saara ghar mehke...
Justajooo jiski thi usko to na paaya humne,
iss bahane se magar dekh li duniya humne,
justajoo...
tujhko ruswa na kiya,
khud hi pashemana hue...
ishq ki rasm ko,
iss tarah nibhaya humne, justajoo...
kab mili thi, kahan bichhadi thi,
humein yaad nahi,
jindagi tujhko to,
bas khwab mein dekha humne, justajoo....
ae ada,
ae ada aur sunayein bhi to kya haal apna,
umra ka lamba safar tai kiya tanha humne,
justajoo...
doston...aaj main pehli baar ghazal gayki mein ek nayi cheez pesh kar raha hun, nazm...
chandi jaisa rang hai tera,
sone jaise baal,
ek tu hi dhanwaan hai gori, baaki sab kangal...
Teri khushboo se saara ghar mehke...
Justajooo jiski thi usko to na paaya humne,
iss bahane se magar dekh li duniya humne,
justajoo...
tujhko ruswa na kiya,
khud hi pashemana hue...
ishq ki rasm ko,
iss tarah nibhaya humne, justajoo...
kab mili thi, kahan bichhadi thi,
humein yaad nahi,
jindagi tujhko to,
bas khwab mein dekha humne, justajoo....
ae ada,
ae ada aur sunayein bhi to kya haal apna,
umra ka lamba safar tai kiya tanha humne,
justajoo...
doston...aaj main pehli baar ghazal gayki mein ek nayi cheez pesh kar raha hun, nazm...
chandi jaisa rang hai tera,
sone jaise baal,
ek tu hi dhanwaan hai gori, baaki sab kangal...
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