Finally, after a long period of silence, I got the chance to write on my blog. This means that I have something to tell to someone but didn't find anyone suitable so thought to mould it into words and place it here safely.
Huh...after a long rush of almost 6 months which included my joining of new company, GE, working for almost 4 months in which I got the chance to go to Italy where I enjoyed with my friends and then coming back and resign. Resign for what I supposed to be my dream, might not be long term but then also I was freaking out to do MBA from a good college and now somehow I have this opportunity. After a long 3 years, I am going to fulful my dream of MBA. I don't know why but this single idea had made me mad. Mad for 3 years. I used to think only about it and made every effort to crack it. I tried alot, I tried hard but my situations and conditions put a break at every step I took. May be I sound looser but back to those old days when I was preparing, I got lots of hurdles, impediments that I wanted to clear.
Finally after getting a decent percentile in CAT, I got a decent college (I wont say the best). I was in hurry as I didn't want to loose this opportunity as I was not sure whether I would be able to get it again or not. I grabbed it in a first go. I resigned from the company and now waiting for the joining. But after all this, I struck with fever and sitting on my bed, analysing what I did, I am confused of what I did.
This is the time when I am in peace and analysing the situation. Did I hurried to take the decision or it was the best opportunity I could get. I don't know. I wanted MBA desperately which made me crazy. Waiting for one more year would have been very difficult for me. Now after 2 years, I would not be in hurry of anything, me and my job, that's it !!! I hope !!!
This journey of 3 years has really changed me. During my B.tech, I was completely different and now when I see myself then I find what I have gone through these harsh years.
Lots of turmoils, professionally, personally and emotionally. Then also people think that I got what they couldn't. A nice, cool life of mine for them, but for me I was the sufferer.
Although I enjoyed every bit, now I want myself in a new way, in a new world and in a new avatar hopefully......
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Congrats dear....
I knew from start that you are different and not made for regular job. But please don't take it as regular college life, go and utilize this opportunity to get as much as possible.....
thanks Pranav...!!!
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