Meri jaan, meri jaan,
My love, My love
Meri jaan tu ye bata,
My love, you just tell me this
Khud se karun wafa, ya tujhse karun!
Should I be faithful to you or to myself
Sachhe jhute wadon se hona hai kya,
No matter what true or false promises you make
humko nahi pata hai jab,
When we dont know
kal hoga kya...
what's gonna happen tomorrow
Jindagi pe tera mera kisi ka na zor hai,
Nobody has control on thislife
hum sochte hain kuchh, woh sali sochti kuchh aur hai,
We plan something and she plans something else for us
ye zindagi, ye sali zindagi...
this life, this fucking life
I was watching this movie and I came across the reality of life. Its a damn fucking truth that you wont know what will happen next in your life, where will it takes you or dump you.
Today I came back from office very early as I wanted to complete my pending novel "Catch-22" but i got call from my friend to come to a pub as they were celebrating for this tour to USA. I rushed to reach the venue and I found some of my very close frnds in which there was a lady frnd of mine also. We enjoyed alot, had fun, drunk to brink, puffed and decided to watch a movie together at 12. But we were accompaning a lady friend who was married and her husband was waiting for her. She was enjoying to her fullest with us, she was not wrong in any aspect but but but....there was a concern, not for her but for us that her husband is there who can feel bad about all this. I dont know what he is, what he thinks about all this but i think that she has right to enjoy her life and to enjoy it even if she is married or committed. Her husband understands her best, he is very cool and very cooperative as we had some of the parties with him also but then he is a man, chauvinistic by his nature, which is very obvious.
He could have felt bad but its natural but my frnds thought that its all mistake of that girl as she is very much outgoing and try to enjoy her life. For me, she is very good person but she should understand what her husband wants from her, thats it.
For others, she is betraying her husband but in actual she is not. She is pure and friendly and best. The only thing is that we should leave them on their own and should not judge what she is or what he is, but we do, they do, and that spoils everything.
I enjoyed the evening but i wanted them to understand her but they are typical Indian husbands who dont understand his wife but can do anything what they want.
I really hate such mentality but in the end they are my frnds... i wud have to make them understand !!!!!
He could have felt bad but its natural but my frnds thought that its all mistake of that girl as she is very much outgoing and try to enjoy her life. For me, she is very good person but she should understand what her husband wants from her, thats it.
For others, she is betraying her husband but in actual she is not. She is pure and friendly and best. The only thing is that we should leave them on their own and should not judge what she is or what he is, but we do, they do, and that spoils everything.
I enjoyed the evening but i wanted them to understand her but they are typical Indian husbands who dont understand his wife but can do anything what they want.
I really hate such mentality but in the end they are my frnds... i wud have to make them understand !!!!!
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Finally, after a long period of silence, I got the chance to write on my blog. This means that I have something to tell to someone but didn't find anyone suitable so thought to mould it into words and place it here safely.
Huh...after a long rush of almost 6 months which included my joining of new company, GE, working for almost 4 months in which I got the chance to go to Italy where I enjoyed with my friends and then coming back and resign. Resign for what I supposed to be my dream, might not be long term but then also I was freaking out to do MBA from a good college and now somehow I have this opportunity. After a long 3 years, I am going to fulful my dream of MBA. I don't know why but this single idea had made me mad. Mad for 3 years. I used to think only about it and made every effort to crack it. I tried alot, I tried hard but my situations and conditions put a break at every step I took. May be I sound looser but back to those old days when I was preparing, I got lots of hurdles, impediments that I wanted to clear.
Finally after getting a decent percentile in CAT, I got a decent college (I wont say the best). I was in hurry as I didn't want to loose this opportunity as I was not sure whether I would be able to get it again or not. I grabbed it in a first go. I resigned from the company and now waiting for the joining. But after all this, I struck with fever and sitting on my bed, analysing what I did, I am confused of what I did.
This is the time when I am in peace and analysing the situation. Did I hurried to take the decision or it was the best opportunity I could get. I don't know. I wanted MBA desperately which made me crazy. Waiting for one more year would have been very difficult for me. Now after 2 years, I would not be in hurry of anything, me and my job, that's it !!! I hope !!!
This journey of 3 years has really changed me. During my B.tech, I was completely different and now when I see myself then I find what I have gone through these harsh years.
Lots of turmoils, professionally, personally and emotionally. Then also people think that I got what they couldn't. A nice, cool life of mine for them, but for me I was the sufferer.
Although I enjoyed every bit, now I want myself in a new way, in a new world and in a new avatar hopefully......
Huh...after a long rush of almost 6 months which included my joining of new company, GE, working for almost 4 months in which I got the chance to go to Italy where I enjoyed with my friends and then coming back and resign. Resign for what I supposed to be my dream, might not be long term but then also I was freaking out to do MBA from a good college and now somehow I have this opportunity. After a long 3 years, I am going to fulful my dream of MBA. I don't know why but this single idea had made me mad. Mad for 3 years. I used to think only about it and made every effort to crack it. I tried alot, I tried hard but my situations and conditions put a break at every step I took. May be I sound looser but back to those old days when I was preparing, I got lots of hurdles, impediments that I wanted to clear.
Finally after getting a decent percentile in CAT, I got a decent college (I wont say the best). I was in hurry as I didn't want to loose this opportunity as I was not sure whether I would be able to get it again or not. I grabbed it in a first go. I resigned from the company and now waiting for the joining. But after all this, I struck with fever and sitting on my bed, analysing what I did, I am confused of what I did.
This is the time when I am in peace and analysing the situation. Did I hurried to take the decision or it was the best opportunity I could get. I don't know. I wanted MBA desperately which made me crazy. Waiting for one more year would have been very difficult for me. Now after 2 years, I would not be in hurry of anything, me and my job, that's it !!! I hope !!!
This journey of 3 years has really changed me. During my B.tech, I was completely different and now when I see myself then I find what I have gone through these harsh years.
Lots of turmoils, professionally, personally and emotionally. Then also people think that I got what they couldn't. A nice, cool life of mine for them, but for me I was the sufferer.
Although I enjoyed every bit, now I want myself in a new way, in a new world and in a new avatar hopefully......
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